I'll Make Your Life Poetically Pathetic

2009-06-03T17:12:00.002+08:00

it'll be another 4th tmr. dont think i'll have the time tmr to pen this down so yeah. im leaving for another expedition. its not gonna be fun. what with all the sacrifices and the opportunities that i have to forego. but heck i just dont wanna disappoint the teachers.tsk. if you do come around to visit this page,which i highly doubt, just know that i wont be around for these 7 days.or prolly more.its not that i dont wanna tell you,i really wanted to actually but nah,i just dont think it matters anymore to you.save you the sms:)so yeah.but i just want you to know that ily still.and if anything do happens you'll be the one and only on my mind.but lets not come to that yeah.gah.i miss you.take good care of yourself.have fun love life! BOO!(i kinda miss that too) to my friends,bye y'all.seriously gonna miss you guys.haha.watch each others back yo!zp brady tree keep a look out for her aite!you know the drills.ahaha.see you guys in 7 days time.or not:)

2009-04-28T11:08:00.002+08:00

we kicked ass last tuesday against hwa chong.64-7.so today against cj, same shit,different day. we wont shed tears like we did last year.sigh.i really hope we wont.80-0 guys.kick ass

>LAST YEAR YOU SAID YOU'LL WATCH ME PLAY THE NEXT TIME AGAINST CJ.IF I SCORE ANY TRY,THAT WILL BE FOR YOU,JO.<br>

2009-04-15T11:59:00.001+08:00

i dreamt of you last night.twice.only to wake up missing you so much much more.

2009-04-15T11:44:00.003+08:00

right. so we lost. yet another. however we din get thrashed. but we could be better.

2009-04-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

agains acjc today!they thrashed hwa chong and cj pretty badly.hope we'll do fine.pray i dont break a leg eh.

2009-04-11T13:48:00.002+08:00

so we blew it.im partly to blame i guess.or prolly i fucking screwed it up.can't help being a liability to the team and appearing a loser to you playing the sport i love.but i just wanna say im so very proud of you.i googled your name for the fun of it and saw you winning medals and stuff for your school.im honestly so very proud of you.better luck for me next time.hope you did well for your pw.ily.

2009-04-07T09:36:00.001+08:00

pj in a few hours time.wish me well will you.

2009-03-30T23:07:00.003+08:00

against SA tmr. if we could just talk, i want to let you know that ily still.

2009-03-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

wished i could say 'i told you so'.wished i could asked 'so what now?'.but im just glad you're much much happier now so just fuck the endless wishes alright amir?:)

season is starting soon.sadly we wont be playing with your school.kinda sad.thought i could finally see you if you're playing at your home ground.tsk.but hey im in the team now.first team actually:) wish you were here to share the joy cos you were there when it wasnt the case last year.sigh.

oh yeah.to add to my endless wishes which i've just fucked a few a paragraphs ago,i really really wish i could see you soon!honestly, i was over the moon and the fucking american satellite when you said we could meet up during the holidays though it din happen but heck you made me happy for the entire week,so thank you for that:) and lastly i wish i could call you before every game just like i used to,saying i love you,and hearing you telling me take care.cos i was afraid i wouldnt make it out of the field alive and hear your voice again.haha.tts how scared i was.tsk.stupid boy.and again i'll say i love you jo,and i'll always do.

kinda long post eh.could be more but hey,its amir being the lazy malay boy could do no more than these.haha.from your photos you seem to be enjoying yourself and im trying very hard to do the same:) but lifes a bitch and i do have a few problems here and there but dont you worry(tsk) its all under control.or so i thought.whatever.said enough bout you.quite enough.haha.abit better now.

hey asyraf be strong alright.i got your back bro.in and off the field.to aly i do want you to be happy and just hope you do know what you're doing.haha.if you dont,dont ask me.no point.haha.

and hey crystal just hope you'll stop ignoring me.i do want to make peace or something like that but you're making it so awkward.believe me when i say its for your own good.hope you understand.and im sorry.

4.45.next tuesday.sjc.0-0.lets go! goodnight

2008-12-10T20:33:00.002+08:00

im starting the road to self-damnation

all i want is to just hear your voice.why cant we be friends?

2008-12-07T10:26:00.004+08:00

Avenged Sevenfold Lyrics Dear God Lyrics
dear god,the only thing i ask of you is to hold her when im not around when im much too far away...

i kept listening to this song when i was away.i pray that you come home safely.

2008-12-07T10:02:00.003+08:00

friends and families kept me alive

rugby kept me sane

i miss you very much

give me another chance to write- sincerely yours and sign my name,ps i love you

2008-12-04T13:30:00.002+08:00

everything i do,everywhere i go,im reminded of you.

mi rugby went to safra yishun for a teambonding work shop.we did rock climbing.yes rock climbing.for every rock i touched i was reminded of the time you asked me to climb with you.i was stupid not to do that.i miss watching you climb.i can never be any prouder whenever you won in any competition.i miss you jolyn.thanks to the rugby guys i pulled through that day.i had so much to say at the airport you know.i knew you were awkward talking to me with him around.i tried holding your hands.but you pulled yours away.what happened to the 'spaces between my fingers are meant to be filled with yours'?i was reluctant to bid farewell so early but i knew when i had to go.you were already so uncomfortable with me.what is there left to say.i cried to my dad telling him what happened on the way back.that was the first time.i've never felt so comfortable talking to him.

today was suppose to be our 16 months.but actually its already been two years plus since i've gotten to know you.the only thing i could wish when the clock striked 12 was HAPPY 16 MONTHS OF ME LOVING YOU.i hope you're well.i hope you have not rush into things yet.it took me a year plus just to shoulder some heavy responsibility of being your boyfriend dont tell me he can do that in a week.i cant say much now.i really dont want to.and today my mom spoke to me.and today was the second time i cried to her cos of you.im not shy to say that i cried.and probably you've cried too much too thats why things have turned out to be like this.and im sorry.i truly am.

thanks to all my friends who have supported me along the way.i really dont want to play the victim.shes not the one at fault as well.i hope you guys will stop telling me to find someone better too.cos shes the better that everyone is saying.to kenny,i really wanted to bust your nose that day at the airport.the only thing that stands between me and your bloody nose is jolyn.i dont want her to hate me for doing that.wish we could talk.

mom told me eversince she came to know that we were both together,she prayed everyday that if we are not meant to be together she asked that God ends it soon so as not hurt us both later on if we prolong it further,but she also prayed that if we are meant to be,she prayed for strength for me so i could make the relationship lasts till death comes calling.

are these the results of her prayers?i dont know.are we really not meant to be together?she told me to pray and hope for the best.maybe i should.i'll pray that you come home safely.period.

i miss you,friend.

2008-11-30T00:13:00.001+08:00

if you're reading this,which i doubt you will,and most probably you'll be hundred miles away by then i just want to tell you that i will miss you and i pray you'll come back safely.you said you'll need more time.guess i need it to.goodbye for now then.i love you friend.and i will wait.

2008-11-28T04:22:00.004+08:00

i really tried staying awake you know.really tried.guess it must have been the pills.now i can t sleep.tell me,did i lose another night to him again?

cambodia took away everything.and i hate myself so so much now.i can never love again.

i miss you alot.guess it must have been 12 days since i last met you.

wish i could turn back time now.wish you could give me the same chance you gave him.wish my life could stop turning down into the shit hole.

do you know tt my life is the most fucked up among the rest but you were there to make a lot less worse.but now?

i've never felt so lonely in my life before

i know its largely my fault.but i dont think i deserve such a blow.I AM SO SORRY DEAR.

im willing to wait.i love you so so much.

i cant sleep now.rugby training in another four hours.hope the pain from the trainin can numb the pain in my heart.

hope the letters i wrote in cambodia means something to you.

i went to kembangan ytd with zp and brady.i walked all the way to your house.i had a feeling it would be my last.i walked slowly.savouring the same scene i had together with you.it hurts just thinking about it.luckily i had them with me.they gave me strength to walk out of there.

you could slit my throat.and with my one last gasping breath i'd apologise for bleeding on your shirt.

2008-11-27T10:23:00.002+08:00

if anything happens all I WANT IS FOR YOU TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT FOR YOURSELF.WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY,I'LL BE HAPPY AS WELL!I LOVE YOU FORVER AND EVER AND EVER.HAHA!

guess i have to make good my word then.

i know its too late but i still have to say it.seeing the life in cambodia, all i wanted when i get back was to make you happy to make up for all the nights you spent crying to sleep.i swore i'll change for the better.didnt realise your feelings could change so fast.too fast my dear.

when i was there,did you know i was reading the smses you sent over and over again?did you know i kept a photograph of us under my pillow just so i could look at it the first thing i wake up.did you know you were the reason i really feel happy bout coming back?

i know we did quarrel and you were unhappy with me most of the times but i thought we got stronger everytime we make up after that.15 months my dear.10 days.then it was all over.what happened to your forever love?loving you 24/7....what happened?

yesterday was the day i lost everything.i've been in a daze ever since i woke up.i dont know what to do.what to feel.anger?sadness?maybe a mix of both.

i dont mind if you're going to end it because you're unhappy with me and all.but i cant accept it if its because of him.i really cant.i feel cheated.

i've never stop you from going out with your friends right?never.but i just said know your limits.

i strongly believe that we had more good times than bad times but why did you say other wise?i've never been happier with anyone else other than you.seriously.

but if being with him truly makes you happy then i rest my case.hope we can still be friends.but just remember i'll never be the same again.im willing to wait.i really am.

because i truly love you and will always do.

im publishing here cos i know theres a higher chace you might read it here.i thought of writing it in your blog,our blog.but then i think it has lost its worth in your eyes already.so i apologise in advance if i may cause any adverse effect due to this post.i really dont mean it.i just want you to read it.

2008-11-15T11:07:00.004+08:00

hey people im going off to cambodia pretty soon.im going to miss you ppl especially my brothers from different mothers.BRADY who has just turn 17.gregory who is going a rough time now-hope it gets better if not i'll screw my life together and zhipang who is always doing well most of the time.ferdi who is stressed over her studies.dont be alright.stay cool.stay ferdi.haha

.and to jolyn my sexy little bi...,er my sweet little girlfriend.im going to miss you so much too.just want you to take care of yourself alright.and whatever happens i just want you to be happy.and this is warning to all,no one messes with my girl:)haha.i might bully my girlfriend sometimes but oh well shes still my baby.eww:)

im going to especially miss my mom and dad and my little brother.wished i could spend more time with them before i go but oh well.and to both my grandmothers who are constantly worrying bout me i wish i could somehow make them feel better and that i'll be back.probably.lol.and also to my aunties who are constantly reminding me to take care of myself,believe me i will and i will cos your prayers are with me.specially thank bik ipa who has just given me us$130,i 'll try my super super best i'll get something especially nice just for you!haha.

pray that everything goes well and that i come back on the 26th

ps i love you

amir

2008-10-27T13:09:00.001+08:00

A NEW START

2008-08-30T23:03:00.002+08:00

know what a relationship will do to two people?-it stops them from growing up.neither want the other to change cos that has always been the way and its the reason they fell in love in the first place.but den again,changes can be good sometimes.everyone has to grow up.why not do it together.with the relationship as well.i still love you.you should know that.

2008-07-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

hey once again.just wanna tell you lot to listen to jason mraz latest album.we lie we cheat and we smoke grass(made the last part up).haha.its gotta kinda relax feel to it.the guy is super cool and the lyrics are awesome.hes kinda laid back.the kind of ppl who dont have to worry bout exams and promos and smoke grass all day.haha.i'll recommend the lucky the one with colbie cat.lol.

get well soon toh yi wei:) if you're reading this.ily.

2008-06-26T22:47:00.002+08:00

i saw an old friend today.i should have stopped her and said hi.i did otherwise.it would be awkward.i've been away for far too long.online i mean.i miss you guys.

2008-03-03T09:11:00.002+08:00

hello.see that post down there.pretend you've never seen it.

i realised my decision to appeal to any poly wasn't what i really wanted,but it was a decision i thought was best to appease them.i succumbed to pressure and didn't realise the course that i nearly appealed for wasn't even what i intended in the first place.thank god my balls were with me:)

Milennia Institute.thats where i am now.i found another road that could lead me back to my ultimate goal.if i cant get to the desired course in poly.i figured,maybe there is a chance to do it in the u.damn right.

to all my friends.sorry if i cant meet you guys very often on weekdays now.the school is freaking far.the school is really not that bad.you get a pretty new school with facilities that could even match the best jcs and hot chicks in fbts playing touch rugby in the field.oh ya.im in rugby.and maybe even joining the council.pre-u life is awesome.

hey ferdi,i was joking bout girls joing the army will be a plaything for boys lah.seriously i think you're the kind of guy our country needs.physical and mental ability.you got both.you're ever so ready to kick guys in the nuts.i call that mental;)i wish you all the best mate.

and to brady.good luck dude.its time to ditch bachelorhood and get some girls laid.lol.joking joking.shes a nice girl.seriously.

and to the guy on the run from every single armed force in singapore and maaybe even around the world.i pray that god be with you.to all who is calling him names and cursing under your breath bout him think again.how has he made life difficult for you?he was a suspect yes.a suspect.tts just it.furthermore, he has a family back here.put yourself in their shoes.they are innocent.i'll stop here.interpol might be reading this already.lol.

2008-02-02T08:57:00.000+08:00

my o levels screwed.my dreams fucked.im paving another route.guess i should be happy:)

i've got friends.

thanks for making me deal with the results a little better.

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my new ultimate goal;

- get a freaking diploma

- at the same time apply for the saf scholorship where they'll pay you a grand every month

- start supporting myself

- sponsor my little bro's education.den he'll be indebted to me for his whole miserable life!

- mum said a clear NO to my bike license. dad asked if im ready to die like my uncle.hell yeah:) he'll let me ride if i can get my car license first.so tts ok.

- my very first ride will be a JEEP. yes. A JEEP! no fast cars. JEEP. hey jo, unless your dad decides he'll let me ride his BMW i might change my mind;)

den i'll get my long awaited class 2b license.den slowly upgrade to class 2.im small size.fuck.just realised.

- oh well.im still determined to retire at the age of 60 with a HONDA GOLDWING in my garage.yes GOLDWING.go google it.

- whatever it takes i want to earn a hell lot of cash so i can take over an entire building and turn in to a JAMMING STUDIO cum NON ALCOHOLIC BAR(imagine that.tsk)cum RESTAURANT etc etc.

- and my friends will be the shareholders.zp says it wont be easy running a jamming studio.look at that list bro.haha.

- AND i'll reserve an entire room for the PEIRCEANS from year 2004:)for your wedding and your wake.

i dont mind seating down drinking kopi at our very own place talking nothing else but the the same old story.like how we owe MR NASSIM an apology. THAT TIME YOU CAUGHT US,it wasn't the first time;) FERDI can be our freaking nutritionist.we'll need her for our old age.haha.and toh yi wei can be the freaking accountant.den my brothers will just wait for the money to come rolling in.

seating at the round table, we'll each see as each chair becomes vacant.tts when each of us has to go our separate ways and answer to our own BIG BOSS and say hello.tts when we each go our own way.till then we'll stick like cum.oops.no.bad example.superglue is better:)

its been some time since we last had an orgy.oops.i miss you guys.haha.freaking gay.

till then

2008-01-24T10:42:00.000+08:00

allright no paragraphing.i'll say what i have to say.results will be out in a few hours.im screwed im fucked.if theres no more posts after this you should know why.the great one has lost all interest in life and hes lying in the cold fridge at the basement level of tan tock seng hospital after trying to fly from the top floor of concourse.snigger.you guys rmb?we used to tell each other to jump from concourse whenever we fail our tests.lets not do that today ok?someone might just do it.haha.i wont.there are more things in life other den o levels.seriously.i never want to die a virgin.gosh!whatever.haha.im going nuts.i'll miss my friends.especially the inseparable fuckers whos been in the same class for four years.i have a feeling ONGlc has got something to do with this.rmb those days when this little boy became the president?the school was ours!let me see.basically we had some shares in the school.SC ROOM was definitely ours.and lets not forget the ncc room and sometimes the jcrc room.haha.allright.if i manage to get through this.i'll relive those memories more.and yes greg the SC ROOM.gregory teo jie xiong was the first friend i made in peirce secondary school:) all the best everyone.i wont say good luck cos we PEIRCEANS dont need luck right?heh.i might need some now.GOD help me.i'll be good.haha.to brady,greg,zhipang,norman,qiyi THANKS GUYS.i wont forget you people.if luck is really on our side,i hope we'll be in the same platoon when we go for ns.we'll look out for each other and if theres anyone who mess with us we'll pump some 5.56mm into their puny hearts aite!

no choice.i realise the importance of paragraphing.

cant wait to see ferdi!my pez and lunch box club member!its been so long buddy.all i can say is shes not one to mince her words.she doesnt fake her personality for someone.shes true to herself.and i wish good luck to her future boyfriend.shes one hard ass to kick.to gwen quek.thanks for all your time to trying to put formulas in my head.it did help somehow.you and my girlfriend,look out for each other allright.haha.blade withe her.shes dying to fall on her new blades.

and to jolyn toh yi wei,my sexy baby!if we both screw up we 'll go private and study in your rooom everyday.under the blanket.haha.all the best baby.we'll go blade.soon.i promise;)sexy honey bunny.thanks for your encouragement and all.thanks for sticking around.haha.

allright everyone.heres from a PERICEAN to another PEIRCEAN- WE SURE KICK ASS IN 2007.it has been a fulfilling and wonderful jouney.

i'll stop before this post becomes a suicide note

2008-01-08T10:57:00.000+08:00

by the time you read this i would have already left with my dad.im sorry.i dont deserve you.you are constantly in my prayer and i pray you get well soon.those tears.save it.

IF ONLY I CAN

2007-12-31T17:33:00.000+08:00

hey all.its the 31st alright.its 2007 no more in a few hours time.torn in between family and friends, i'll be spending the night at home.it'll be fun.dont you worry.you go kick ass.

just wish you could understand sometimes

the sky will be lit tonight.i'll lay in bed.and watch the replays of year 2007 in my head.

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone

no new year resolutions.just want you to be happy.even if it is with someone else.i bear witness to the truth.and that was it.have fun,friends

2007-12-29T14:52:00.000+08:00

pardon me for not publishing for quite sometime.if you've been seeing the same post everytime you're on this page,i can safely say i feel the same way as you.ok now i'm back.now we can talk bout how --------------- reach orgasm(brady qiyi and greg should know)we were the suckers at bedok jetty some time back talking bout this while waiting for the crabs to reach some kind of stupidity level so they will be attracted to the piece of chicken meat we've left in the trap.oh well we caught those suckers and they were like this BIG.lol.and yeah i bought a guitar.and i hope nothing will happen to her.going to that kind of place tonight.sigh.i'll post again soon,very soon.

2007-12-26T00:22:00.000+08:00

guess whos back?:)

2007-10-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

121007
rmb the day.when we were PEIRCEANS.

2007-10-08T02:05:00.000+08:00

if the freaking blog's clock is correct.it should read 2 plus now.yeah,you got that right.an o lvel student blogging in the wee hours of the freaking morning.dang,im screwed.my results slip are much better off as a toilet paper.atleast it makes the user happy.now that his ass is squeaky clean.those frowns.i can do without that.thank you.

cant sleep.sorry jo.not your fault.im fine.used to it.

everyone thinks this blog is dead.so damn right.just as well.better this way.it'll be sanctuary for me to say what i have to.awesome.moments ago i was dangling my feet out of the window.feels good.nah.suicidal tendencies.BIG NO NO.but ever wonder what it feels like falling from a 10th storey bulding.

no one will ever know.those who tried are probably screwing themselves in their graves.dont think their insurance policy covers suicide.thats why.

i had this though just now.MAYBE i can defy gravity.not totally.but just enough to land safely so as not to break my head and feed the birds with my brains.MAYBE.nvm.just random thoughts of mine.

im finally 16.and so is she.she said every birthday will be spent together.forever.doubts i had a few.after just now.

anyway HAPPY BELATED BIRHTDAY DEAR!i read your letter.surprising how words can form easily on paper but it can be so hard to leave your mouth.oh well.GOD MADE US DIFFERENT.each and everyone of us.

and HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO ME!i really din want to acknowledge this day at all.whatever for?i would rather spend it alone in my room.with the door locked and phone off.whats there to be happy about.lol.one year older.one year lesser on this earth:)

ohh well.i'll try to sleep right now.night folks.

i still love you

2007-09-15T21:54:00.001+08:00

sorry jo,THE CUBE.gotta complete it.

2007-09-13T12:55:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG MIGHT BE DEAD,BUT IM NOT:)
cant help it if my com is having its own period eh?just like girls do.lol.really.we'll see when it'll act up again.

been going to the green line area alot these days.fun though.very different obviously.PP(parkway parade) will be my new AMKhub if that girl of mine continue bringing me there.

allrite.im getting bored.seriously.and yeah.fasting season is here.fast from food,water,vulgarities,and the likes.i'll be good.god willing:)

yeah im good.sent my little brother to school just now.gave him extra money so he can make the bookshop auntie richer.lol.aite!gtg.

JEROME IS MY NEW FOUND FRIEND,MY BABY,MY MONKEY,MY FAN,MY PEZ CLUB MEMBER,MY SWEET BUDDY AND MY GIRLFRIEND'S BROTHER:)

2007-08-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

damn!cant log in to my friendster profile.it says SAVIOUR OF THE SOUL at the bottom of the page with stupid smileys.refreshing the page wont work.i closed the window.end of problem.FOR NOW.

well yeah.the mt results was really unexpected.thought i was gonna fail because of my COMPO!there was sexual content i wrote and i din realised that it was really discouraged.i thought it was ok.i thought wrong.i wrote bout a girl being rape.I DESCRIBED EVERYTHING:)amazing how the imagination can run wild in the examination hall.i like;) alls over now.i really think it was a male marker who marked my script.he got so horny and mayb that explains the results.haha.

another sets of free period.sigh.if only more of my friends can join the league.i'll be glad.seriously.den we can explore the library.and read bout orgasm and such in magazines i found secluded in the corner of the library.really

quite a long one.whatever.its my blog rmb?haha.cant wait for satuday.

i'll rather watch the fireworks through the reflection in your eyes

2007-08-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

YOU COULD SLIT MY THROAT

AND WITH ONE LAST GASPING

BREATH

I'D APOLOGIZE FOR

BLEEDING

ON YOUR SHIRT

2007-08-09T13:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE SINGAPORE!
we all ought to be patriotic.atleast for a day.we are sons of the soil they always say.

dozed off again ytd night.no surprises there.jo's used to it.but waking up to see missed calls dont really start the day well eh?ohh well.sorry.

whole body aching.must be the results of ytd cross country.nothing to do with carrying your 200 pounds bag.don need feel guilty.wont help matters.but a massage will be good.haha

allright i'll see if i can get out of bed later.and yeah.i 'll try not pull your nose or play the slapping game.i'll try.

2007-08-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

well,TODAY WAS FUN.

because today was such a 1/2 DAY:)

hey jo,finish IT before i elaborate more about this 1/2 day!

2007-08-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU

to my friends who has supported and has made it all possible.

it was never my intention to blog and brag about my relationship.but instead i felt letting my friends know is a must and also being fair to her by giving her the recognition she duly deserves.lets move on with our freaking life and i'll start rocking mine!woohoo.love changes men they say.tell them they are so damn right.

JOLYN IS THE DOPE.and im the addict

2007-08-05T15:21:00.000+08:00

nothing beats doing nothing:) distance may be the factor.but if i were to factorise and then simplify it,it wont be a problem already right?tell me im getting good in math oohh great mathematician.

2007-08-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

THE BOOK CHAPTER ONE 040807 officially together now,after so long=D hell yeah!shes taken and shes mine thanks to friends,thank you all. hey jo,lets see how many chapters we can make.together. I LOVE YOU

2007-08-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

broke those just now.cool huh?i must be the first in our school history to have ever broke two tubes in one sitting of a practical exam

and i dug that out from my table's longkang.eraser dusts you might say,but to me,each and everyone of those has its own history.those could be the remains of important notes erased by its owner.but then again why would anyone erased such important stuff.so i guess those are the remains of doodling.hentai maybe:)who knows.

IF YOU CANT LEAVE A LEGACY,LEAVE YOUR ERASER DUSTS ATLEAST

HISTORY WILL BE MADE TOMORROW.MY HISTORY.

2007-07-29T15:56:00.000+08:00

i hope you had the time of your life

wished time could come to standtill ytd.well we have all the time in the world rmb?rushing into stuff will not help matters.its been a year plus,a fruitless one they might say but i believe its just a beginning of a beautiful ending.

ps. i love you.

2007-07-28T13:52:00.000+08:00

my brain was squeezed dry after tuition and went home to find that no ones home and im locked outside.cool.took some pic.using the timer and presto an EMO PIC.lol.im going for class now.and then out later to watch simpsons.dont really care what movie im watching really.its the company that matters.well i have to turn brady down though.but relax bro.MY FRIENDS ARE AS IMPORTANT.REALLY.just that she asked first.so Q up early next time;)

2007-07-27T18:08:00.000+08:00

everyone should just leave whatever they are doing right now,get to bed,and LAZE!tts wad i did and amazing how the brain can worked so well in that horizontal position .i've been thinking..

i regretted taking a math

dnt would be much more fun

the school has changed

for the worse

partly because of the teachers

and maybe because of me

the school used to have a fucker for a president rmb?

my results will get me nowhere

seriously.i need to start studying

i've got great friends

turns out they can be horny if they want to

just like me

my school song is the sex

dont think any of the polys have school song to boot

something i'll miss

i need to help MELVIN

the least i can do

thinking horizontally can boost creativity

i'll do this in class

soon

cant wait for tomorrow

guess i owe JOLYN an apology

for being an idiot

DAMN!

den i have to apologise to everyone in that case

everone should pause from your hectic life,take step back and reflect on what you've done.prepare tissues.memories do hurt

i miss my pillow

and im sorry

2007-07-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

REMEMBER I ONCE SAID THERE ARE 1001 THINGS TO DO IN THE CINEMA AND THAT I'VE CROSSED OUT ONE?

~~i've crossed out another~~

amazing how a movie you've watched twice feels somewhat more interesting when you're watching with HER.really.

2007-07-24T21:46:00.001+08:00

well YOU-KNOW-WHO called and asked for help.i came and settled the problem.genius me.i know:)he asked for toilet paper,i gave him an endless supply of it.

too bad it comes with a price;) an expensive one at that.

2007-07-18T17:49:00.000+08:00

THE RISE OF THE PEZs THE FIRST SIX WE ARE RECRUITING! JOIN US NOW AND BE PART OF THE FAMILY THOSE INTERESTED WILL HAVE TO PASS THROUGH AN INTERVIEW BY THE FIRST SIX AND THEY HAVE TO PURCHASE BON BONS REFILLS FOR ALL THE MEMBERS AS A TOKEN OF SINCERITY.THEN WE WILL CONSIDER there are 1001 things we can do in the cinema,i've crossed out one:)

2007-07-16T19:18:00.000+08:00

MY LAST RESORT

getting the dpa application done was total madness.don wish to relieve that memory so heck. its going inside my pensieve:)

THANKS TO ASH(i still wont forget u cheated my feelings,tsk tsk),JOLYN(thanks for your company:D),FERDI(for running to the computer lab with me) and CASSANDRA(your magical computer saved my ass,i'll try to be good tmr).THANK YOU ALL.GUESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU DESERVES A KISS.FROM ME:).SO Q UP NOW EVERYONE.

2007-07-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

SEE THOSE WHITE STAINS? they're brady's:)but girls,don get too excited.its not semens you're looking at.to have stains like that you gotta be doing IT on the go.and brady cant do that.too noob.only the great one can do that:)and back to the topic of that white stains on his jeans and more on his shirt and shoe.aiya.don wan embarrass him here.spoil my blog only. well tts our day.went to town and came back home wif PEZ(below).you dont wanna be caught dead without that.BRADY GREG AND ME are the founders of the PEZ club.wanna join?U GOTTA OWN ONE FIRST! new member of the PEZ CLUB:jolyn toh!woohoo

2007-07-13T17:31:00.000+08:00

sigh.at home right now while the rest of the class are watching harrypotter.rahh!ohh well.but its ok its allright.im watching with the hot sexy babe:)

and i'm still the top fragger for today's slapping game.cos all ur slaps to me are void.and told you brady.YOU'RE FAMOUS!finally.

received the meritorious award for being the hottest president in the school's history.and yeah SORRY AINI.and to fellow peirceans.juniors i mean.cos the seniors no hope already,TAKE ME AS AN EXAMPLE,NEVER AS A ROLE MODEL.

and yeah have fun idiots.

2007-07-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

THE SLAPPING GAMES STARTS TODAY

IM THE GM,MY WORD IS THE LAW

and with that video,i've got the highest kill for today.im the top fragger.watch carefully.its a 10-0:) and one more thing.nobody can slap the gm.tt means ME.
jolyn is our new member.the noobest.

ok get ready everyone.tomorrow WE PLAY.watch out for the great one.start getting paranoid

2007-07-11T16:41:00.000+08:00

if you find school life is a bore,talk to me.

i'll make it interesting

heres how;

BE A CLASS BASTARD OR ROMEO

CLASS BASTARD

wage war with the girls.IRRITATE TILL THEY PEE!

ROMEO

act as if you're a women killer with every stare,girls will melt.well i don have to act.i already am.

tts how i get through school everyday.kinda fun eh?its fun to me:)

and please stop your caterpillar thing.amir the great has got an idiot for a partner.brady came to school for recess ONLY.not happy bro?tag me:)

2007-07-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

Igitur qui desiderat pacem, praeparet bellum

if you want peace,prepare for war

world peace concert should come before live earth

ohh well,guess everyone are just too occupied with global warming rather than people dying.for me,im too busy worrying bout the 'o's.i can stop war i guess.really.i'll show you the coordinates of where to launch your missiles and god knows what.well the WHITE HOUSE is one.i'll think of the rest later.

world peace?whatever.not with the adults running the show.make me the president.

i'll bring peace.and maybe i can convince them to do away with the o levels.till then.

2007-07-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

now wheres my reward?lol.and not only did i got those for you,i even sat on the round table listening to the old man talking bout you noe,the courses.lol.dont worry,everything he said i have recorded into my brain:)tell you more tomorrow

integrated events and projects management.hmm well.now that i've a goal in mind guess the only thing left to do now is to kick myself hard in the ass and start studying.easier said than done.we'll see:)miracles happen to those few.im the chosen one.i think.

ncc day parade tomorrow.dont really noe if we slip through without an invitation.if we cant,i wondered....the fences of amoy quee camp reminds me of those in school.ermm zp and greg,i think we can do an encore of what we did during ncc camp.but this time YOU go first.

allrite.till then

2007-07-06T17:52:00.000+08:00

ignorance is bliss.thank you for ignoring me bro.i like it this way:)

had mt oral on thursday.well the game sucks.too bad i cant quit game.surprising how such an easy topic can make me so tongue tied.they asked bout having pets.cant really sae much.don really like them.im no animal lover.really.i even have this thought of throwing this hamster i found abandoned outside the lift down from the 10th storey of my flat.i shrugged the idea off though.dont noe why.maybe its because it was night time and i probably wont be able to see the effect of the flying hamster.or,maybe i think a tiny weenie bit of compassion was in me that night.god save the hamster:)

OH WELL. its over now rite?all thoughts of doing better i have left on the back staircase of the hall at the school of the infested MATS:)

weekends are here.to the singapore poly on saturday.too bad yi wei cant come.maybe fate has it tt your ass dont belong there.haha.till then.

2007-07-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

LIFE SUCKS WHEN YOU GOT A FUCKER FOR A BROTHER

too mad too blog

if only i can get away with murder:)

2007-07-03T14:53:00.000+08:00

NO SCHOOL TODAY!FOR ME I MEAN:)
its really not because of the many math lessons that i have today tt made me so terribly sick tt i cant come to school.REALLY.u can ask Yi Wei:)or maybe you can ask the doctor who has already prescribed more than enough medicine for me that i think,mayb i can put one of those pills inside somebodys coke tml:).

ohh well.life sucks when you got nothing to do at home.and the only thing left to do is to go to dreamland.and find someone to bang;) KIDDING

well,i wont bore you with every details of my pathetic life.just wanna say ,to all those who came to school today,i admire your STRENGTH(to be able to sit through many math lessons) and COURAGE(to be able to face mr siva when your homework is not showing any sign of improvement).

hope you people had fun.till then

2007-07-02T11:03:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE GATHER ROUND GATHER ROUND! i welcome u to my blog,THE NEXT BIG THING i thank ferdi for giving me the headstart,and yi wei for the motivation needed my blog my life my story. don like what you see?get the F out of my page.thank you:) i read this somewhere but cant rmb it now.here goes; call me GOTHIC,EMO,METAL,PUNK.whatever.LABELS ARE FOR SOUP CANS. haha.cool eh?alrite till then,enjoy the song:)